Mega Drama of the Week

So, last Friday, iols went back to Dengkil, aka, le new casa of le sistah. On my way there, I heard the news that le lecturer went over the moon due to the fact that there were only 5 of my classmates who managed to enter the classroom before he locked the door. Yup. They still do that in universities. I support his action, though. I could only imagine his disappointment. That happened AFTER he warned us that he would lock the door. I think I would do the same if I were him. Maybe more. I am not proud of the fact that I skipped the  class but I had family matters. Not that I purposely did not wanna go. So I wonder what made my classmates behaved like that. Funny, funny. Kesian lecturer tu. *if they read this, me gonna be hated for real*

That put aside, on the night, there was UiTM Mock Trial 2012: Musical Extravaganza. Of course, I had to miss the event. Sad, yeah. Because my bestie, Dya Jasni , was one of the actresses. Am I a proud mama or what? But you know, family ALWAYS come first. To prove that, many things have to be sacrificed. And Dya totally understands my situation, thus, a bestie. So, I called her before she went on stage to wish her "Good Luck" and there I thought, "Okay lahhhhhh. She would do great." Next thing I knew, people were "KINDA" bashing the production team on Twitter. I was in the car travelling to Segamat, and my only source to updates on the event is Twitter. So, I scrolled through the page and I could not find any positive remarks. And I found it very shocking because sincerely I do not think it would be that bad. (full review in the next post).  Thousands of hugs for the production team and my Dya. Sokkay. Things would not be as fun without challenges. :)

Aaaaaaand then, sampai lah Segamat. Pom pang pom pang kahwin nikah dan sebagainya, my granny pulak tiba-tiba jatuh sakit. Lung infection. She's very stubborn. Takmau minum ayaq semua ada. Pahtu demam panas. But I dont know whether I could laugh or not bila dia meracau racau tu (demam panas kan), dia seru nama Chong Wei. What a fan. So Chong Wei, kau jumpa nenek aku nanti, mohon salam cium kaki. Hahahaha! But my granny's getting better. Called my mom last night, she said tok dah bercakap seperti biasa = garang = sihat. Lol. 

Aaaaaaaand yesterday, I was over the cloud 9. *hint hint*. HAHAHAHA!

Kepada Sang Awan,

Awak kalah di atas padang
Tapi menang selalu di hati saya.

Aiceh. Hahaha. Kbye.

Oh. And then semalam pergi IKEA dengan Dya dan Po. Then only I realised I lost my ATM card. Pungkoq sunggoh. GRRRRRR.

Soooo, quite an emotional weekend I had. Sad lah, happy lah, fluffy lah, angry lah, disappointed lah. But that's life lah. My life, at least.

And these do not include YOLO dramas.

Pfft.

Efek Tiga Kata

Dia: 

"Hati-hati tidur nanti"

Saya: 

"Ye ye saya tahu lah."

Hati Saya: 

Recipes: Hearty Macaroni Soup

So the annual monsoon season has hit Malaysia. People everywhere are talking about how cold it is these days and  that lazy bugs have been biting every soul.

But I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE monsoon season. My heart goes very mellow. My head goes very dreamy and sleepy. My body goes cuddle-hungry. My tummy goes wild for warm food.

And warm food is the best as it somehow makes you happier and content.

I dont know.

Like Sheldon Cooper's mom said,

"When someone is sad (or something like that), we must offer the person a warm beverage". 

Or like they say warm food is comfort food.

Or like warm sunshine radiating happiness.

Bottom line; anything warm is uplifting!

And what is warmer and healthier than a bowl of "Hearty Macaroni Soup"? It is delicious and can be easily prepared as well. Perfect as a meal on a rainy day and lazy day!

Now, lets check out the recipes!

Ingredients:

Macaroni (a handful or a cup, or more, per person)

Beef broth/stock (enough for boiling up the macaroni and as soup base)
Tomato puree (1 1/2 tbsp for every cup of broth)

Minced beef (omit this if you prefer vegetarian meal)

Root vegetables (carrots, potatoes, celery, zucchini, etc)

Herbs (oregano, thyme)

Ground black pepper and salt to taste

Grated parmesan cheese to satisfaction :)

Steps:

1) Prepare all the ingredients. Heat up the broth in a pot.

2) Once the broth boils up, put in the tomato puree and macaroni.

3) When the macaroni is already half-cooked, put in the veges and the meat.

4) Turn down the heat and let everything simmer to deliciousness.

5) After about 10 minutes, or when everything is cooked and tender, put off the heat and ladle the goodness into a nice bowl.

6) Stir in the herbs.

7) Season with salt and pepper.

8) Top it up with a mountain of grated parmesan cheese.

AND FINALLY

9) Set yourself on a couch. Turn on your favorite show. Enjoy!

My final product :D

* darn. I'm salivating while writing these down. T.T *

A Fight

...


You know what they say about us having many sides. 

Well right now, mine are having a fight.


Head says, 

"Think about your future. About your life. Do not follow heart. She does not know a thing but to ruin. Trust me, I know."


Heart says,

"Future? Pfft. Life? Pfft. Follow me and you will be happy. No regrets. If this is life, then you must be living in hell, girl. Pfft. Trust me, I have felt all that."


Good says,

"Think about your loved ones. Do not be such a whiner. Life ain't that hard. You just have to live harder. Trust me. You are better than this."


Bad says,

"Pfft. I think it's about time that you think about yourself and yourself only. Chances have been given. No changes have been made. Pfft. Now, now. Just go with heart. Things could never get any worse than how things are right now, right? Trust me. You will be fine."

Damn it. 

Damn confusion.

I hate it when I'm stuck.

Stupid voices. 

Often. I just sleep it off. 


Day.

Wake up new. 

Live. 

Fake.

Fake.

Fake.


Night.

Think.

Think.

Think.

Worn out.

Sleep it off.


Until?


*sigh*




where is the happiness that used to be mine?

Surat untuk Sang Matahari

Pinau mataku menahan silau.
Terjahan tiba-tiba ku belum sedia.
Bagai mengubat hati yang galau,
Silau itu menjadi cahaya.

Oh rupanya si Cinta Pertama.
Pernah kita terpisah dua.
Kini ku sesat, kau menjelma semula,
Mungkin juga bayangan kenangan lama. 

Ku ingat senyum mu, hati suam,
Hilang bulan awan pencetus muram.
Ku gapai tak tercapai, hati sejuk,
Terkenang peristiwa hati diremuk.

Ah, entah apa ku cari dari mu.
Sedang ku tahu tak mungkin bersatu.
Halangan yang tua tidak membantu.
Harap masa mengubat pilu.

Sekali lagi mungkin terbelah.
Sekali lagi mungkin kecewa.
Tapi hati tak pernah mengalah.
Dilayan juga perasaan jiwa.

Takdir telah temukan kita.
Jodoh mungkin pisahkan kita.
Permainan kejam menguji iman.
Harus tabah lulus dugaan.

Hanya doa pada Yang Esa
Moga kita semua akan bahagia
Di sini di dunia. 
Di sana di syurga. 

source: here

Senyum.

Buang tangis.

Senyum.

Masih ada yang manis.

-tamat-

p/s: secebis dirimu dalam diriku, selamanya terpahat.

Amaran untuk Sang Awan

Hei awan

Baca molek ini amaran

Jangan dikorek rahsia hati rawan

Atau tuan hati kirim ribut taufan

Khuatir kau tak terlawan

Surat untuk Sang Awan

Tika diriku hilang punca 
Kau muncul dari atas sana
Jauh pergi diriku kau bawa
Jauh dari laman hati luka

Hati ini masih sangsi
Mungkin niatmu beza dari pekerti
Harap ku kau tidak sekeji
Bulan yang pergi tidak kembali

Sangsi ku palsu, wahai awan,
Kau kawan, bukan lawan,
Kata kau, "senyum lah, jangan rawan",
Luka ku hilang, hati tertawan.

Sedang ku nyaman menumpang lindung
Dikejut kenyataan membawa mendung
Yang kau bukan untuk ku bendung
Timbul rasa hampa terpaksa ku kerudung.

Ku kata, "aku harus pergi"
Kau diam, senyum tiada lagi,

Kau kata, "janganlah pergi nanti sunyi"
Aku senyum, meski hati mula sepi. 

Lalu aku pergi, hati terbelah,
Bersama tangis, bersama lelah.

Maaf.

Aku terkhilaf.


Ingin memiliki yang bukan milikku.

Ingin bersatu dengan yang berdua.


Biar matahari sinari gelap hati ini.