In Between

In between those laughs
In between those smiles
In between those wild thoughts
In between those hustle and bustle 
In between those fancy meals and meetings; lies-

Sighs
Cuts
Tears
Tenses
Regrets

Pain

in heart

in mind

TIRED;

though

Not many knows
Not many cares
Not many understands
Not many provides hands and shoulders
Not many HEALS.

Then they would always say, oh-so-knowingly that-

you are being unnecessarily EMOTIONAL

but of course you know BETTER.

*sigh*

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Dear Crush.

You juggling my heart

Not okay

Why?  

Well, you see

I just collected the pieces of it

Stick them together

With the glue that I bought from Happiness

All by myself, alone and lonely

And it is not cheap you know

I have to trade it with my tears and memories

And once it is one again

Stronger and Harder

You came

Effortlessly softening the thing

With the lullabies, the promises, the smiles

OH DAMN THE SMILES

that corrode my heart

As now it yearns for you

The one who is too good to be true

So what do I do?

Temporary Glory

I hope you are happy

now that all the doom is on me

While you secretly delight

over my heart that you had mindlessly bite

And you may even think that you have won

Standing on top of the worldly glory and power

Not realizing that soon it would be torn

by another Power ; always watching over

Rock on it, boy

Because you still can, for now.

But be careful, boy

The time will come soon, from now.