Thursday, December 27, 2012

Hello, I Miss You.



Yeah. Dad.

I miss you everyday.

Today I miss you a lot more.

Maybe because I feel lonelier today.

Maybe because I cant see you concretely anymore.

Maybe because I forget about you yesterday so it stings more today.

Maybe because it has been a long time already and I still cant accept, somehow. 




I miss you, Dad.

I love you, Dad.

See you later, Dad.

May you be ok there, Dad. 




"I miss you, 
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you"

-"I Miss You" by Miley Cyrus

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Pintu Hati



source: Google.com


Aduhai.

Logik mudah.

Kalau tak mahu masuk, jangan diketuk pintu itu.

Tapi kau degil.

Ketuk juga.


Berkali-kali pula tu.

Hampir pecah pintu itu kau buat.

Aku baru sahaja ganti pintu itu.

Tahu?


Masih ketuk?

HAISH.

Ok. Ok. Ok.

Aku buka.

Jadi.

Mana kau?


Jangan sampai aku tutup semula tak buka-buka.


Sunday, December 9, 2012

Bidadari Ku


Ada ketika hati merasakan
Mungkin sudah tiba masa ku lepas jasad mu pergi
Ingin ditahan biar bersama abadi
Namun tak mampu kerna bukan kudrat ku
Apa yang bisa cuma berdoa
Hingga di sana moga bersama semula



Bidadari ku


jasad mu lemah
jiwa mu ampuh

jasad ku gagah
jiwa ku rapuh



Sunday, December 2, 2012

WHEN


When the one you trust the most betray you
When the one you love the most abandon you
When the one you want to be with went missing
When the one you always turn to, turn his back to you
When the one you believe in the most does not believe in you
When the one you think about the most forgets about you
When the one you seek directions from let you be lost alone 
When the one who has sense makes no sense

When you lost count how many times you cry 
When you forget the last time you felt genuinely happy
When you drown yourself with suffocating thoughts that refuse to budge
When you lay naked, cold, alone, helpless, scared, panicked, confused;

Where do you go?
What would you do?

Because no matter where you go you always get lost
Because no matter what you do things still go wrong

People say you are not strong enough
People say you do not try hard enough
BUT of course, they are not YOU
and have no clue whatsoever about being YOU

Then, you would get tired
of trying
of wanting
of being

Then, you would wanna sleep
Then, you would not wanna wake up

So you close your eyes

and say goodbye.


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